Kathryn Anne Lavelle
The poem “Train of Thought” represents the way I thought and felt during a ten year marriage from Hell to a demon incarnate husband of rage and abuse. I have always felt that this was possibly my best work and will always have a special place in my heart. The woman who wrote it was strong enough to live through the violence and sacrifice herself so I could live, learn and grow…and be here today. Thanks to her…the most precious part of me was saved and hidden until I could finally break free of my bondage. That most precious part of me was the ability to love once again.
“She Sits” was a piece I wrote after providing transportation to a woman and her children to the battered women’s shelter where I work. I was overcome by the alternating expressions of resignation and hopelessness on her face and in her body language. It was like turning back time and glancing at my own face in the mirror.
“Dear Abuser” was my way of saying goodbye to all past abuse…to that part of me that was always hurting and sorrowful. It was my declaration that I am finally ready to move on and will not allow anymore precious time to be wasted on him. Life is finally beautiful again thanks to the support of my family, friends and wonderful new husband…and “Dear Abuser” was my way to acknowledge the beauty…through the process of acceptance and letting go.
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